Thanks to my mild case of OCD that wouldn't let me blog until I redesigned the site, my crazy schedule, and my boyfriend leaving for Basic Training for the army, I've been pretty much a no show around here; my bad. Sometimes, even I let life get in the way of what I love. And this blog is definitely something I love. But I promise, I'm back.... I think!
I spent this entire weekend with my boyfriend any his family, seeing him off when he left for military training. I've been sad before, but this is the weirdest saddness I've ever felt. It's a sense of sadness combined with joy and happiness, and even a little excitement. I am just so optimistic that this is going to be good for him, and that when he comes back there are going to be so many positive changes in him. But at the same time, the longest I think I've ever gone without talking to him in the last 3 years has been maybe two weeks, two and a half weeks tops! So this is a really big adjustment for me, for both of us I'm sure. At least the saying goes: absence makes the heart grown fonder.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss him like crazy already. He's gotten to call me twice since he's been on base, and both times you would've thought I hit the lottery when I saw his name on the caller ID. I keep replaying the last things we said to each other over and over. I don't know what to expect during the time that we're apart, so I'm trying to prepare myself for any and everything. Luckily, I am very close to his family, so I'm not going through this transition to military girlfriend status alone, which is a major bonus.
The addition of military girlfriend to the chapters of the book of my life is sure to make for an interesting twist to the story.
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